Tattoo.........only a dream

Now if I actually had the balls I would get a tattoo.........but I don't so I just occationally dream of what tattoo I might get.. here is my latest dream.

but I don't really like the colors......but I dont know what I would change them to either.... or I would get this one........

but I would want the lines to cross over like the other one not open up into each other...... too many choices...this is why I just dream....!!!

Pic for Mel!!! (Black collar "G", Pink collar Piper)

Is this a good airway for intubation??

They discovered the mystery of bubbles......where do they come from??

Believe it or not this pool is now chewed to pieces.... we can't have anything nice.

Come and see us soon!!! We love visitors!!!

New pictures

This is "G". He is a very tired boy. I guess he got tired of chewing up my underwear!!!








With a face like this .... who can be mad though??? Me thats who....they were victoria seceret underwear!!!!

And here is my baby girl being good as always. Piper is good most of the time.....she does her fair share of chewing when she can though.....more pictures later...............

luv luv

Thought I would post a few updated pictures of my children. They are getting very big and fat! Here is Piper










This one is General.

And here the fatties are sleeping

I'm gonna be a Mom

Yup you read it right. It has happened... the rumors have come true. I am going to be a mom. Just kidding I am getting two puppies in a few weeks. That is just as good as being a mom. Brien and I live together so I am here during the day and he is here during the night so they won't ever be alone for too long. I know that is what you were worried about Mel. They are a couple of weeks old so they will come home in a few weeks. They are twins..... meaning they look exactly alike boy and girl, English Bulldogs.
I wasn't able to get a great picture of them put this one will work. Maybe I'll get a better one soon.

After a long long time.........I'm back

Well at least long enough to make Melanie happy!!! This one is for you Mel. It has been a long time since the last time I blogged because i spend all my time with Brien. Oh yes and at work. I reciently got a new bed.. well mattress and i have slept really well since then. I better since I had to go to san antonio to get it. I want to go to day shift but my ass of a boss won't let me.. he thinks I am hard to replace.........I think he should pay me like I am hard to come by. I did put in to only work 72 hours instead of 84 but i don't even know if he will let me do that.
I also make a very risky decision about May. I moved in with Maisha, I know I know I am crazy but she is never there so it has worked out pretty good. I really like the house and like the neighborhood. My car did get hit by a paintball but it didn't seem to hurt anything. Brien pretty much lives with me and we get along fantastic. I love having him around all the time. Brien's 21st birthday is this friday. I have to work so I won't get to celebrate with him he is a little pissed about it but there is not a lot I can do about it. He will fianlly be 21 and we can go party I can't wait. He can't wait either. I don't really have any more pictures. This one is from Easter. There you so Mel you don't have to look up his nose.
Your welcome. I look really horrible here but it is a good picture of him.
Well that is all for now. Love ya Mel. Hope we get to hang out soon. I want to go to Hurricane Harbor before too long. Want to see about going with us????? Let me know something.

Start Over

Well I guess I'll try and start again. Not going to take 45 minutes on this one though sorry.

I haven't seen Melanie in forever...........If and when I see her it is in passing during report in the mornings at work. It really sucks, I mean who else will take me to the casino, and who can I spend hours upon hours bitching to???? Come back to night shift!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Well I pay for an expensive storage place because I never stay at my own apartment anymore. I stay there when I work and then have to work again the next night, but other than that.......never. And even when I sleep there I don't really sleep because I have gotten used to Brien being there and so I don't sleep with him not there. Is this a bad thing???

Look at him isn't he beautiful????????

Anyways, I have come to find that I am dating a party animal. And when I say animal I mean it. Every night the same ol thing. Drink, Smoke and then Play XBOX. Doesn't this get old?? I mean come on. I would think that sleeping with me would be a much better thing to want to do but by the time he gets to bed he is asleep before his head ever even hits the pillow. Needless to say we get along better than I have ever gotten along with anyone( well boyfriends anyway). It is almost scary.

On another note.......I have noticed that I have put on a few pounds in the last year and am going to have to work on that. I guess if I still went to the gym I wouldn't have to worry about that would I???? I just have no one to go with anymore..........no moral support!!! Yes I am throwing a pity party!!! Get over it.

Okay here is another beautiful picture for you before I leave..........

Pissed off

I just spent 45 minutes writing in here and then the internet had an "unexpected problem" and had to close and so I lost is all...........I am fucking pissed.

Every time you masturbate God kills a kitten.

This saying is from Brien. Not me..............

Current Picture

Okay here is a current picture finally. This was christmas 2005. What a perfect couple, don't you think?? I think so. I think I actually look happy and that hasn't happened in a long time. I think I will hold on to him for a while. No forever!!

New Years 2006

I can't believe where this past year has gone? I was complaining about not having accomplished anything but I really have. Graduating college for one. I can't believe that school is really over. I guess my main problem is that I am 21 and all I do is work. I should be partying all the damn time.
New years eve was pretty good. It just entailed some illegal actions....lol and then some kissing and some dancing. Yes I said dancing.... I couldn't believe it either but we danced in the middle of the livingroom floor in front of everyone. Don't get me wrong I loved it, but it completely trough me off. I guess that is good. Brien also has a new car. 2004 mustange GT solid black I have treatened him that if he kills himself with this car he better be glad that he is dead because I would kill him otherwise. He spent a year in fire fights and war and made it back fine. If he comes back and kills himself with a car I will be upset.
Well Mel went to day shift. I hope she is liking it because I am a little jealous. Mainly because now I am stuck with her lightweight that couldn't handle his old block. UGH I can't stand him. I want to just pull my hair out.

HO HO HOME!!!

That beginning thing was for cynthia and her "husband". I am so glad that card is no longer anywhere in sight.
Brien has finally made it home and for good. I can't believe that the time has finally came. I roll over in bed and there he is. Not just my imagination but really there. I have pretty much just thrown everything away for a week or so and just focused on him being here. I haven't gone swimming or even talked to many people. But I have been waiting for this time to come so I am living it up. Brien and I are going down to Galveston the day after christmas so we will have some time away from everything just the two of us. Or at least no parents around. When we are here there is always someone around. Mainly his roommate and his roommate's friends. but that doesn't stop us from getting down to bussiness if you know what I mean.
It has been really great. I have a picture of us but I don't have it on my computer yet so I will get it on here soon.
and hopefully I will be putting a picture of my new puppy on here soon also!!

After a week he finally called

It had been over a week since I had talked to Brien and I was starting to get worried but he finally called today. Well he actually called like 4 times but that was because the phones in kuwait were messing up and kept cutting us off. From what I can tell he is doing well, he is just very bored and ready to come home. I just had a weekend off and the next time I have a weekend off I will be heading down to waco to see him!!!!!! Can you believe it?? I know that I can't. It seems as though this past year has just flown by. Now I know it doesn't seem that way to my friends because they had to put up with me this whole entire year. But that is why they are my friends.
A good friend will come and bail you out of jail but your best friend will be sitting there with you saying Man that was fun!!!!

Well, I have been looking at the calendar and my soldier will be home very very very soon. I can't believe how fast this year has gone by. And I have done nothing in this year either, how sad is my life. I am sure Melanie has thought this year has drug on forever since all i ever do is talk about brien and if he has called me lately.
Mel and I went and watched Jarhead together and she has a whole new look on soldiers, well mine anyway.
Look at this fine piece of soldier boy. MMMMMMMMMMmmmmmmmmmm Good. Mine looks simular. Man do I miss him. But if this one shows up at my door, I don't think I could turn him down. No I would be plum crazy to turn him down.
Well anyway work is pretty much the exact same as always. Swimming is going very well. Maisha has been coming with us.........that is a sight. I will have to capture a few shots and post them. hahaha

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